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Monday, October 05, 2009 well the highlight of last week was basically the first time for me attending cdchoir's retreat... two days are definitely too short for a retreat... something like a school retreat but not so. basically due to the age differences there i guess. well, i think i did bring home something. but it wasn't as productive as i had thought. the theme was our daily bread- our father in heaven, holy be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. give us today our daily bread, forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us. do not bring us to the test but deliver us from evil. basically i feel that the sessions were google-able. well, that is if i am hardworking enough or that self motivated enough or passionate enough to find out. reflection and more reflections... there wasn't any sharing at all. not that i am complaining since i didn't really like to share my most inner thoughts (well, back then especially when i was in sec sch. think i am pretty alright with sharing now...) i think sharing is a rather effective tool, its like either affirmation from other people's sharing, learning through their thoughts, in a way we gain from one another. well, this was pretty much me and my thoughts (and then again, i would prefer this more than sharing back then...) but after a year or two, i guess it is human nature for interactions (which i again think its dumb back then for various reasons) on my part, should have prepared more thoroughly for the games... haven't been studying much eversince the prelims. sigh. is it even possible for me to save myself at such stage now. :( shall end off here. ciao.